Kyle Weiss
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On a personal level, I'm in good hands. I have my buddy James (jacuqesdubois, here), my pipes and baseball. Sounds stupid, but it's a great distraction when my hands are tied. Otherwise I'm cleaning up the empty house, or running around visiting the afflicted. I've just never been in a position like this before.
It seemed easier when I was the proverbial lone wolf, just caring for myself and getting by, but that's not true...you get support and love when you allow people in, but you also have to be there for them. Which is fine, that's good balance--it's still a struggle to find equilibrium and try and take care of not just yourself or not just others. Not used to this stuff. It's probably a momentum and method proper families use all the time, and I'm learning a little late. My view of "family" and how and why they do what they do is pretty messed up. Trust is hard to earn and lend out, and now that I have...I gotta figure out what the next level is.
Yeah. So, that got said. :lol:
It seemed easier when I was the proverbial lone wolf, just caring for myself and getting by, but that's not true...you get support and love when you allow people in, but you also have to be there for them. Which is fine, that's good balance--it's still a struggle to find equilibrium and try and take care of not just yourself or not just others. Not used to this stuff. It's probably a momentum and method proper families use all the time, and I'm learning a little late. My view of "family" and how and why they do what they do is pretty messed up. Trust is hard to earn and lend out, and now that I have...I gotta figure out what the next level is.
Yeah. So, that got said. :lol: